I just noticed that my attention has been siphoning off to facebook and it’s been a month since I’ve written anything. That kinda makes me sad.
The big news is that I’ve been interviewing like a madman. Constantly on the phone talking to recruiters, talking to companies in many different states, selling my house, and spending a ton of time with my family, which has been really nice.
We’ve also had some bad news lately. My wife’s grandmother passed away. It’s been very difficult for everyone in her family to deal with. Hell, it’s hard for me to deal with. I constantly feel like I can’t really feel anything at all because any minute of any day I could be on the phone trying to get a job and that requires that I’m upbeat and ready to go. I’ve had a few days where I’ve been able to let everything soak in and it’s not fun.
I’m pretty far down the road with one particular opportunity and hope it comes to fruition soon. This massive amount of uncertainty has been trying…
The time I get with my new boy Miles helps me let go and forget all the problems swirling around us right now. He’s such a great source of love for me. Before I left to interview out of state, I had a quiet moment with him and told him I wouldn’t let him down.
It seems like someone knocked everything in my life up in the air and nothing has landed. I know this will all settle down and we’ll be okay but it’s getting hard to keep up this positive attitude with so many unknowns.
When anything becomes a new constant in my life, I’ll post about it here first, instead of facebook. Deal?